Oh.My.Bloody.Shit!!!
LEONIEEEEEEE!!!!
LIONIEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
LEO NINIEEE!!!!
DONT SAYYY THAAAATTTT!!!!!
ok, i kind of found out bout that particular post from anna n azri and they were'nt so clear bout it so i was..concerned..but i wasn't that worried..i thought u were gonna be ok..
UNTILL I READ IT!
OMG LEONIEEEE!!!
promse me you'll never say it again
promise me u didn't mean it
promise me you'll never think about it again
promise me you wont do it
just
promise
if i ever had a problem
i would say it would be feeling helpless, useless, and all the other less2[but not less as in lesbo ah! im STRAIGHT OK! lol okok,, serioud sket..]
WHY DIDN'T YOU SAY ANYTHING??????
u KNOW we're your "family"!
as lilo said "ohana means family, family means no one gets left behind or forgetten" or something like that..or at least i THINK that's what she said......dang! i suck at memeory thinggy-stuffs..
okok,, i HAVE to stop getting distracted
Dearly beloved, we are gathered here in this slinghtly stuffy, but otherwise beautiful and seemingly innocent, harmless and peacefull night..TO KNOCK SOME SENSE INTO LEONIE'S HEAD.
ok, i KNOW im abit ketinggalan coz mummy and my two kakak pendek beat me to that but for granny's sake and well being, i have to do SOMETHING..
ok, first of all
Leonie seriously SELF INJURY..please just DONT EVEN GO THERE!!IM SACRED!! IM A BLOODY CHICKEN WHEN PEOPLE CUT THEMSELVES!!
i know this fro personal experiences..i never actually outright told anyone but sometimes when im INSANELY PISSED i DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
i DONT KNOW how to stop the pain
the anger
the frustration
the smiling then turned to crying images of the people whom i THINK love me if i were to BLEED TO DEATH [coz this was alwyas my concern when it came to slitting wrists]
i WANTED to slit my wirsts
I tried my best to MAKE myself do it..
but i just COULDNT
I AM CHICKEN
and i've never been more proud
and im proud of you too coz as far as i know u chickened out too
GO CHICKEN!
LOL
SECONDLY
you dont have to change ANYTHING to fit in [although maybe u need to chill once in a while but everyone gets stressed and being a perfectionist u get more stressed, no? concluion: ABSTAIN FROM PERFECTION!!LOL]
to fit in u need to be YOU
no one else
just YOU
now, slowly...
say it with me
JUST
YOOOUUUUUU
ok, breathe
also leone
seriously..
BROWN????????
why am i in BROWN?????
lol
ok la..
it means im a CHOCOLATE!!!]
YUMMY!!!
granny, can i eat me?
please??
pretty please???
wait..would this be considered CANIBALISM if u were to eat YOUSELF??
hmmm....think about it.....
INTIHANYA, [lol BM..]
LEONIE sepatutnya berganding bahu menggembleng tenga bersama keluarganya agar modal insan bagi diri LEONIE dapat dicapai selaras dengan Wawasan Cuckoo-Head.
LOL
[223 patah perkataan]
lol
yay, habis RUMUSAN!!
FULL MARKS!!!
HAHA
YAY LIONIEE!!
if u need anything
u KNOW mummy Jia Ying and the adik bongsu[me!LOL] will be in the back..
then we call my two kakak pendek and they'll try to strangle u with the plastic bag again
LOL
one last thing to Azri: ARE YOU SITTING OR STANDING????HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA
SOMEBODY kena during CHEM seh! haha
magician la u, standing but then sitting..LOL
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Dearest Lord, Hell No!